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Y Friday, May 4, 2007
HELLOS! Boo hoo. Had a horrid day at school today. And I am somehow mixing a bit of events in yesterday and today. Hahas.

After our HMT exam, MT came in a while after and we started swapping seats. But too bad for me, I wasn't quick enough to snatch a nice seat. And those heartless friends (Crystal, Xin Hui, Joyce, Kai Lin and Genevieve. Actually Kai Lin was kind of the innocent one. ) reserved the seats beside them and none for me at all. Then, in the end, I have to seat close to the Teo Qi Lin and get tortured there. Even when Yu Bing who was sitting around those heartless friends there offered to change seats with me I declined it because, what's the use? Those heartless friends don't even care about me anymore. Ok, so if they want to explain that there were limited seats, then why is it that I am always the one who got left out? I thought we should treat people equally, but I am wrong huh? (Crying liao)

Then I sat there, watching those heartless friends talking, laughing, checking their answers together. Then I was alone and all by myself. They didn't even looked back for a while to sympathise with my pitiful state, sitting with the boys. So I am invisible to them right? Even Zhi Ying took pity with me and invited me to sit with her and Emelia and I thanked and accepted it. And during that time with boys, I almost cried. Then I decided to take revenge and get even. Starting with ignoring them. You know what? Crystal and Kai Lin were the first people who talked to me so I forgave them when they apologised and tried to make me happy. And those stupid Xin Hui, Joyce and Genevieve didn't even noticed until at the HMT remedial around 1.20 pm. And for hours, I was like, transparent. So I ignored them.

When they(Xin Hui and Genevieve. Joyce didn't even bother) asked me why I was acting like that I still ignored them. Then those heartless friends(excluding Crystal and Kai Lin already) started talking bad about me. Is it my fault? What do they want me to do? Send all of them a thank you card each and say, "Thank you for letting me sit so far away from you all and look at you all talking and laughing happily while I was there, all alone and lonely and almost crying." ??!! And I don't feel guility anymore when I stomped and kicked and threw Xin Hui's bag yesterday. I feel so happy and great. I don't even believe in true friends and friendships anymore. Those are such lies. I just feel like crying. Why am I always the one left out in the group? What have I done to deserve such torturement? Am I so bad or not good enough for them? Why, Why, Why???
GTG!BB!

Oh,hello hello kitty♥,@ 5:39 PM